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I strive to keep this blog vibrant by continually exploring new ideas. The fetish world is vast and fascinating, so why would we ever stop our exploration? I've recently introduced three new pages, and all are receiving significant attention.
News Feed
After reviewing the visitor statistics, I noticed a significant amount of traffic trying to access Feed, a page that didn't exist. Instead of redirecting that traffic elsewhere, I decided to create a dedicated feed page. While it's still a work in progress, I believe it has the potential to serve as an excellent platform for quick updates and observations. Please take a look and share your thoughts.
Petitions to Power
I’m frequently asked why I created this website. Regular readers know that I have a passion for both subs and writing, so I decided to combine the two. Additionally, it saves me from having to repeatedly answer the question, "What are you into?" One of the perks of sharing my experiences with subs on the public internet is that the enticing stories attract like-minded subs. On this new page, I present anonymous submissions from subs over the years, allowing sub readers to see how others approach while giving Doms something to laugh about.
A Sub’s Journey
A lot of kinky men reach out to me and say how they love this blog and find the stories very hot, but some subs request guidance on their journey. It is impossible for me to serve every sub in the world, despite my best efforts, but I thought a page with tasks for my sub followers would be helpful. When I say helpful, I of course mean for myself and other Doms. By setting up a sub’s journey page, I’m hoping to get a slut up to a running start and move their development on from stage one. I’m sure this page will undergo a lot of rehashing and additions.
Notes From A Sub
The reason I mentioned these three pages is that they have generated significant interest. One gay reached out to share a deeply personal secret about their desire to be treated in a certain way, expressing a need for dominance in their life. I assured them that I would share their experience with all of you - not to expose them, but to help you understand that you are not alone in your desire to serve.
His first email was a standard approach, the sort of thing you can read in Petitions to Power:
Hi Sir, 23 year old normal guy here who is out as gay to friends and family. If you met me on the street or were one of my mates you would never know the kind of stuff I watch in my room alone or secretly wish I was doing but I have always known I have a very submissive side. I have never been with a dom before but I really want to experience it for the first time. Found your blog a while ago and been mustering up the courage to send an email.
I'm super curious about what it might be like to serve you as a sub and was wondering if you were looking to meet up with someone new at the moment?
When I saw the email, it made me laugh - the blog had done its job and snagged another desperate sub. Poor thing, living in denial when all it truly desired was a firm hand to guide it. I decided to reply, asking for more details about its realisation of servitude, and the response I received seemed worth sharing with the class:
You have no idea how glad I am to see your reply.
Reading those words you've written does something to my brain. It feels good to be able to talk to you about this Sir.
It's on X. I remember years ago when I was on tumblr and I came across this dom account which was talking about some men being faggots and some men being alphas and it had things like chastity or faggots needing to be shown how to serve real men and he would talk about subs being in their rightful place when they've got a big cock in their mouth. I remember almost throwing my phone away from the shame at feeling so excited and horny by all the stuff. That was just the beginning of it all really.
I wasn't even out at the time and thought that I just hadn't met the right girl and that I wasn't really gay but, at home in secret, I was watching videos of guys being verbally degraded and humiliated. Fucked by total tops who were letting the faggot know who was in charge and the whole time I was wishing that it was me who was the faggot, I wanted to be on my knees or on all fours getting fucked by the alpha. Being called a whore or a slut and being reminded I'm not a real man. I'm just a faggot. To be called a good boi and to make his alpha happy.
Then I started reaching out every now and then to dom guys and sending them some pics and vids of myself, exposing my hole and never did I feel more horny or like myself when I would be getting called a good boy or faggot by this man. I always felt so much shame right after though, Sir. I would delete the pictures and the conversations. Then I'd go a few months before doing it again. It was in this period of time that I realised I am a faggot. That I like to humiliate and degrade myself for the pleasure of other men.
I had a boyfriend a couple of years ago and he's my only relationship. I remember being so happy that we were together. He was sweet and kind and charming. The sex wasn't what I needed. For the first few months I banned myself from watching porn to try and make sure I was extra horny when I was with him. I found myself back watching doms fuck subs and wishing I was them and by the end of the first year I broke up with him. That was a moment of true realisation that I need to be physically attracted to the man I am with. He didn't do it for me and I need to be honest with myself about what I like...sometimes I wonder if I had been honest with him maybe it could have been different. But I really struggle to talk about my desires Sir.
I found your website and the way you talk about dom/sub relationships is so powerful Sir. I kept coming back and reading your stories and wishing it was me. I knew I had to email you and tell you how much I admire you.
I need to do something about what I am. I can't keep hiding myself from myself and want to be honest with someone. That person being you Sir. I don't want to keep wishing it was me serving the men in the videos I watch I actually want it to be me and I am trying to take steps to make it happen.
I hope this answers your question a bit Sir?
I might have rambled a bit...
Of course, I’m fine with a sub going on pre-meeting. During a meeting is a different thing, but laying out in detail their darkest secrets is horny. For some subs, it will be the first time they have been honest with another person, and admitting it is an important step. This sub has clearly told other Doms and then vanished, so I assumed it was a bit of a flight risk. To encourage it, I even requested some photos in certain poses. It took to the task like a duck to water.
Hi Sir, I opened your email last night and I got so excited looking at all the porn I wanted to send you I got overexcited and came all over myself immediately...
I have sent you a photo of your property Sir. I am your property. It felt amazing posing for you, I hope you approve. I am the first to arrive on a holiday with my friends and took it immediately once I got in, I couldn't wait any longer.
Reading your email made me think of this video in particular. I remember watching it for the first time years ago and becoming ecstatic wishing it was me getting my hole plowed Sir. Every time I have come across it since I cum immediately.
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Here are also some other videos that I have also saved Sir. I am curious to hear your thoughts.
X Link
There's a lot more where that came from if you want me to show you more Sir.
I hope this email pleases you
The boy is clearly in heat, and with his inner fag taking over, all it thinks about is serving men and being submissive. Soon it will be kneeling and finally fulfilling its purpose. When it finally accepts a slap while sucking and receives verbal abuse, the journey will start its second phase. Of course, there may yet be a few bumps on the ways. It may try and deny its role and say it was something that will only happen once, but we all know it is here to satisfy its superiors. And once it fully accepts this, the men of London will happily use it.
I opened your email right away Sir while out with my mates and it made me so horny knowing that with them I'm just a 'normal' boy but deep down inside I'm daddys faggot showing his daddy his true self.
We've been driving for the last couple of days and I kept thinking back to you and when I would find the time to reply and what my task was. I would get so horny in the car and have to hide my excitement
I just took the photo and hope I have posed the way you asked Sir. Hopefully it pleases you. I like wearing the socks for you in the photo. It's funny because I already only ever wear white socks so it almost feels like a subliminal message to you when I'm in them day to day.
I really want daddy's milk inside me Sir. I can't stop thinking about being with you and you filling up my hole with your real man seed. I need to be bred by you Sir.
Did you watch those videos? I have attached another website that I also use when I watch porn. I'm curious if Sir has any recommendations of what sites are good? Or any videos or photos you like?